A fresh start

I like to think of every day i live as a dream.
Weird eh?
Some days can be an amazing dream that you dont want to end...
and when they're over you wish you could just rewind back to that dream.
And then some days are like nightmares. You want them to end as soon as possible, and sometimes it gets to the point where...
nothing could possibly be as bad as that nightmare you're in. nothing.
That is what i hate about life.
I hate the feeling of knowing there is always going to be a nightmare and you cant control it.
I wish i could control my life, i really do...
If i could control my life...and have every day become a dream...
Love would not be difficult. It would be like ...boy likes girl, girl likes boy. bam. love.
It would be that simple. There would be no such thing as heart break.
No one would have to know what it feels like to lose a loved one. People would live forever.
No one would take life for granted. And people would start caring about what really matters in life.
If i could make my entire life a dream rather than having a few nightmares here and there...i would...